it’s actually been pretty bad this whole weekend. I thought it gets better when i’m around people but now i’m not really sure. I really hate this and the anxiety just heightens it to where i’m numb and go through the motions without really realizing what’s happening. Thankfully i have another visit today and hopefully they’ll prescribe me something that’ll help me regain focus and mental clarity. When i try to think back, this whole past almost 5 or 6 weeks have seemed like a blur. I’ll remember what happened but i think i’m imagining it and it’s making me feel like i’m losing it.